There Must be a Reason…

Checking on my pages, something bothered me, and this led me to give a good look at the last two videos I upped…

…Breaking Benjamin’s The Diary of Jane & Breathe, two songs that I haven’t listened to in a long time, more like a year has passed since the last time…

...there must be a reason why I chose these songs.

Though they are by the same band, they belong on opposite poles.

Then it hit me.

Must be something about the biggest celebration of this month, a celebration that I have never shared with this world. Ever.

And something tells me I will never.

All those wilted flowers, all those trees wasted for paper printed with empty words, all those business bargain deals and offers, all those hotel and motel rooms reservations…

..all those love, going, going, going away. I have always been an advocate that love needed no one special day: it supposed to be every day, every waking moment before all those chances are gone.

Funny that it makes me realize that if love should be everyday, then I should have no qualms about the same for its absence.

For some reason, I could join the world, yet I guess I am sane enough not to do so.

This must have been the reason.