Saturday, February 23, 2008

If God Exists...

i cannot really say why, but it must be something to do with how memory could sometimes play with us, popping like surprises, some the kind we enjoy, some, well, we don't.

but in this case i have to confess that i am neutral, if there is really such a state of mind. i don't hate this surprise, nor do i like it. perhaps i am still trying to figure out the patterns that led me to this surprise.

and the surprise is?! well, as the title goes...

..i once wrote these lines some time ago.

if god exists
then god must be
in your soul
in your eyes

ok, its a part of a poetry work i did before. i think those were the last lines. i wrote this for a girl who is now a woman, of this i am very sure. funny thing is, i cannot really say who she is...Honest! hmmm...is my memory beginning to fail me?!

uh oh...

i know i am not making any sense of this, which is actually the reason why i am writing this down, who knows, i might figure some things i did not realize before. but one thing for sure, i am trying to remember which notebook holds the original piece of these lines.

perhaps to read it and ,as they say, take a stroll down on memory lane.

but my memory lane is not a walk in the park. No No!

now what am i going to do....


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