when i get to think about it, it should not be a big issue anymore.
i have been on the downward spiral before, and though the guilty party has always been different, the anatomy of abandonement has never changed a bit...
...its still the same, the same coldness, the same silence, the same musings.
and yet, i drown it it. well, have been.
i guess this only means that i am still what my sister's and brothers wish i would never be.
though i have to admit i am curious as to how winter would rage inside me and how it would affect the outside world...
...ok ok, that is a stupid idea.
it has not been easy sisters and brothers, and i am grateful for the concern for the past weeks...i am still dying a little bit every day, and that is because i am still alive.
and soon, i am gonna be with you...love you all.
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