Sunday, September 12, 2004

i would like you to know

it is not my intention to let my silence be the language that we would use with each other beloved. its just that there are just some days, most days actually, that i would like to cover the ocean of distance between us and yet see myself unable to do so. i am a starving struggling poet, you know that, and i am one because of choice.

not hearing my voice, not hearing anything from me in any manner does not mean that i do not whisper your name whenever i wake up and before i sleep. my silence does not mean that you are forgotten, discarded.

but i cannot blame you if you would doubt, and feel otherwise.

i am just here, here where you are not. wish you were here.

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