Friday, March 31, 2006

beautiful hate

because your hate is so beautiful and i want to claim it as my own...so i can give it back to you.

it has always been a priority of mine to always try to maintain the basics of a relationship even after the fall. i have always believed that the things that begin, the moment they begin also signals the moment that it would one day end. just a matter of time.

of course, i also never know how long such beginnings would last...

i also know that the only people who could betray you are those whom you trust.

and now, i have decided to hate with hate.

i knows its a crazy thing to do, and perhaps one of these days i would realize what a fool i am for doing so.

but then, those who know me that i learned a lot from the japanese especially when it comes to vengance. and perhaps for the first time, i would have the chance to find out if i could pull it off as i believed i could...

she doesnt give a fuck about the friendship anyway, and for this time, i also wont give a fuck.

i haven't declared war on someone i love. but for now, i am.

in time, she will realize that its a big mistake to fuck with me.

of course, she fucked me because it was the best fuck she ever had, literally and figuratively.






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