The Song of My Life

The Song of My Life

(shouldn’t it be “Lives”?)

It’s good to be back to normal routine. Well, whatever is normal for me. I have been busy, and still, my head is still reeling from all of it, mostly from something unexpected that came my way.

Been scouring the net like I usually do, and I got hold of this album. It’s an old one, but the songs I know have always been playing inside of me.

Honestly, I wish I had written this song. Yup, this is the song of my life, or should I say “lives” (someone up there knows how many times I have lived and died with each episode). Enjoy it.

Leave

from the LP “Mad Season”

by MatchBox20

It's amazing
How you make your face just like a wall
How you take your heart and turn it off
How I turn my head and lose it all

It's unnerving
How just one move puts me by myself
There you go just trusting someone else
Now I know I put us both through hell

I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
I'm not saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didn't wanna let it get away from me

But if that's how it's gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we'll see who's sorry now
If that's how it's gonna stand, when
You know you've been depending on
The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out

It's aggravating
How you threw me on and you tore me out
How your good intentions turn to doubt
The way you needed time to sort it out

I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
I'm not saying we ever had the right to hold on
I just didn't wanna let it get away from me

But if that's how you’re gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we'll see who's sorry now
If that's how it's gonna stand, when
You know you've been depending on
The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out

The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out

I'm not saying there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me

But if that's how you’re gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we'll see who's sorry now
If that's how it's gonna stand, when
You know you've been depending on
The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out

Tell me is that how it's going to end
When you know you've been depending on
The one you're leaving now
And the one you're leaving out

I’m the one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out