Friday, August 27, 2004

my state of love and trust...

i would really love to trust someone again, someone i trusted like no one before. but i dare not.

ironic as it may seem, that the only person that could ever betray me is the person whom i trust.

i trusted her, and she trusted me, until the day we decided to betray each other.

it seems that its the end of the story huh, fair is fair, we both really did a good job of betraying each other. and yet the story has not ended. not yet.

and i have this feeling that it will never end, not for quite some time.

still, amidst all the pain, the hate, i would like to trust her again. i really do.

but theres this side of me that tells me " trust her again?! for what?! so that she can betray you again?!"

its not paranoia if its true. and my cautious side do have a point for asking and telling me so.

if only i could trust her again.

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